This will be my very first personal blog I’ll post here on thaddy.net. I think doing them here gives me a bigger sense of freedom to express how I truly feel.
I’m really at a point of frustation in a lot of areas. I sit back and look at Christian Urban Gospel genera, and I get down on myself for not initiating change. There are so many things that are in my heart to say and expose through music, but sometimes I allow fear to keep me from truly letting loose. Its like a back in the day when you wanted to go swimming, and the pool wasn’t that warm, and you can ease into the pool, or just jump in and get the cold shock over with.
I don’t wanna judge anyone, or sound unsaved, but deep within me is a desire to express all and to be truly transparent. Money isn’t important, things aren’t important, but God’s approval is. Nevertheless, I sometimes allow the fear of what another person might say to keep me from expressing my heart completly. I wish to be free! And I will be soon. Those who are truly down, will stay down, and the haters will fall back.
I know how you feel and it is just a fight against who you truly are (Spirit) with who the world sees you as (your flesh). You see our Spirit longs to please the Father as it is made in His image and likeness and the flesh seeks corruption. I know we have to be cautious how we handle people but at what cost? Not please Daddy is NO OPTION! So I pray that you continue in your pursuit with HOLY GHOST BOLDNESS like never before. Because no matter what part of the Holy Sprits job description is to convict. So if people are feeling conviction, prayerfully it will drive them to repentance and a closer walk/relationship with the Great I AM! Abba
T-Haddy
I know how you feel and it is just a fight against who you truly are (Spirit) with who the world sees you as (your flesh). You see our Spirit longs to please the Father as it is made in His image and likeness and the flesh seeks corruption. I know we have to be cautious how we handle people but at what cost? Not please Daddy is NO OPTION! So I pray that you continue in your pursuit with HOLY GHOST BOLDNESS like never before. Because no matter what part of the Holy Sprits job description is to convict. So if people are feeling conviction, prayerfully it will drive them to repentance and a closer walk/relationship with the Great I AM! Abba